"Dreams"

Turning from the pages of my day

My heart opens up as I lay.

Memories of the present  all fade away

Molding into a sad little display.

My dreams are never righteous

Lifting me with the promised love.

No inspiration awaits me

Only crippled hopes and pain.

Again and again I try to understand

This realm of mystical illusions.

The suffering I endure when I close my eyes.

The constant terror that reigns inside.

Despite my last thought being of your face

When I dream somehow all my love is erased.

I conform to the darkness.

I feed on the fear.

I become what I don't desire

A being with no soul

A heart that does not care.

Mesmerized by the night

Hypnotized with fright

My mind searches for the light

Though my body never lets me take flight.

I am trapped within myself.

Crying out to be awakened.

Tears stream from my eyes

But otherwise my form is still.

Swallowed by the mares the night makes

Sunken in the depths my heart breaks.

I cant wake up..

I need help for that.

Until I open my eyes I am forced to endure

The endless cries of the lost that came before me

Caged by their dreams, forced to witness the scene

In which their lives loses all means

And I drift endlessly in the darkness as though they've never been.

Invisible and broken

I am one of the unseen.

Engulfed by a dream where the lonely finally disappear.

As their hearts are caught in between

And their love becomes but a scene

They exit the stage where hope had been

And enter the dark where eternity reigns supreme.